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4月19日

旅行的意义

又分心了
昨天 我想了很久
最后还是在电话里
说了很多不知道是否该说的话
 
20号会去法国 我喜欢一个人旅行
还记得上次去德国的时候
也是一个人
和德国的朋友们谈着出国后的艰难
述说的对自己的不满
他们说这些不佳的状态是必经的过程
算是给了我原谅自己的理由
只是我没有原谅自己的时间
硕士,一年,很快就过去
...
Feel pathetic
I am still not good enough
还是会继续努力
Everything will be alright
I will find my way
...
生命中 有很多人 很重要
有你们 我很幸福
我不知道 未来会如何
会有多少困难
会有多少痛苦的时候
但是我知道
你们总会希望我好
总会在那里
支持我
LOVE YOU, MY FRIENDS
...
最近很喜欢一个人
坐在EARHLEM PARK的这张木椅上
看着日落
看着那些遛狗跑过的人们
觉得 生活多美好啊^_^
...

4月2日

Wake Up Alone

It's okay in the day I'm staying busy
Tied up enough so I don't have to wonder where is he
Got so sick of crying
So just lately
When I catch myself I do a 180
I stay up clean the house
At least I'm not drinking
Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking
That silent sense of content
That everyone gets
Just disappears soon as the sun sets
This face in my dreams seizes my guts
He floods me with dread
Soaked in soul
He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myself over him
Moon spilling in
And I wake up alone
If I was my heart
I'd rather be restless
The second I stop the sleep catches up and I'm breathless
This ache in my chest
As my day is done now
The dark covers me and I cannot run now
My blood running cold
I stand before him
It's all I can do to assure him
When he comes to me
I drip for him tonight
Drowning in me we bathe under blue light
His face in my dreams seizes my guts
He floods me with dread
Soaked in soul
He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myself over him
Moon spilling in
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone
 
【我来翻译】
 
白天忙碌着就没有关系
太累的我顾及不了他在哪里
受够了哭泣
特别是最近
每次发现这样的自己
便强迫自己忘记
..
晚上无法入眠将自己房间整理
至少没有在喝酒
为了不去想
故意跑出跑进
..
这种内容没有言语
每个人都可以各取所需
只是日落之时
一切都一同逝去
..
那张脸在我的梦里
夺走了我的骄傲
他让我被担忧困扰
灵魂被浸泡
泪光中他游离到我床边
我将自己彻底献于他
而当月光照进来
我却还是一人醒来
..
如果依自己的心
我宁可这感情永不停息
第二次梦中惊醒
我无法呼吸
胸口的痛
仿佛我会在今天死去
黑暗笼罩着我 我已经逃不掉
..
让自己变得冷血 当我面对着他
这是我唯一能确保的吧
而他来我身边时
我今晚还是为他落泪了
就这样一起
被渐渐淹没在这蓝色的夜空下
..
那张脸在我的梦里
夺走了我的骄傲
他让我被担忧困扰
灵魂被浸泡
泪光中他游离到我床边
我将自己彻底献于他
而当月光照进来
我却还是一人醒来
..
 
【后记】
 
这首歌 歌词太美了
那种悲伤
那种无奈
翻译的时候
听着歌
写着词
也会很痛
女人啊
也只有爱情
可以让她们如此沉迷
...
4月1日

love is a guessing game.

Love is not negotiable..
love is a guessing game.
And that's the beauty of it.
There's no guarantees.
 
It's like diving into a pool of water without knowing if it's shallow or deep.
And sure if it's shallow you'll end up with hurt and paralyzed from the neck down.
But if it's deep, you know, it's a leap of faith.
It's like throwing yourself out without any guarantees, and that's what life's about.
 
You know those carnival games, right?
And you know how some of them are really hard to win and some of them are super easy and everyone wins?
It's just the difference between love and sex.
Sex is the game where everyone wins a little prize and no one goes home a loser.
And love is the game that's really hard to win.
But if you do, and you get to take home that life-sized stuffed rhinoceros,
it feels a whole lot better than taking home that shitty little plastic key chain.